disillusioned subconscious mental manifestations

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 01:27:24 GMT

FIRST:
[First job:]Ryan Steak House
[First internet name:]Reeses2peices

[First funeral:]my best Friend

[First pet:]her name was beauty, but i couldn't say it so i called her Booty
[First piercing/tattoo:]piercing: when I was two Tattoo: My dragon fly on my back
[First credit card:]Visa

[First kiss:] Steven Snyder after class in the sixth grade portable
[First enemy:]Jessica something? I don't know she had a huge gap and a large Butt

[First favorite musician:]Alanis Morissette /Band: Eagles

LASTS:
[Last car ride:]the long trip home from work
[Last kiss:]Gee, 2 seconds ago? heh
[Last movie watched:]medicine man

[Last beverage drank:]Kool aid
[Last food consumed:] a watermelon lolli

[Last phone call:] Mark

[Last time showered:]this morning
[Last CD played:] IDK

[Last website visited:] washington Jewelry

NOW:
[Single or taken:]TaKeN
[Sex:]Last Night
[Birthday:]7.01.85
[Sign:] Cancer, My best friend was joking and said haha your gonna get cancer and I said yeah that or crabs...hehe get it crabs I mean...ok Never Mind
[Siblings:]ummmm none i have a step brother he's a sport
[Hair color:] Dark Brown with red streaks
[Eye color:] light light brown
[Shoe size:] yeah no
{Height:]5'11"

RIGHT NOW WHAT ARE YOU...
[Wearing:]scrubs (just got off work)
[Drinking:] nothing
[Thinking about:] how much I really need a cig.
[Listening to:]the ring...a hobbit is taking to the big guy with the beard

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 01:06:53 GMT

So I went to Itchetucknee yesterday with Mark Joel and Ramanda. Hours of floating down a peaceful river trying to avoid big trees and spider webs....which apparently Mark didnt do so well (he got bit on the armpit by a spider...owww!) had an awful day a work today.. I was sitting with my preceptor and since i am the new girl she gets to Fart around all day and i do ALL of her work. I put in a portable chest Xray on the WRONG patient and got written up. Of course i didnt mention to my boss that my preceptor logged on to a patient and said put it in here!!!!!!!!!! But what ever!! Mark and I are walking for Leukemia victims in Sept. If there is anyone who would like to join us you are more than welcome...the more the merrier. it will be at night we walk two miles across the bridge at the landing with illuminated balloons.

So let me know if you wanna go I can send, fax, or just tell you more about it...lol...well thats about it see ya'll later

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 16:32:24 GMT

The Ultimate Personality Test
I took a personality test and this is what I got.
AManda, you're an Observer!

That means you're one of the more kind-hearted people around. You are unusually intuitive, and you probably understand yourself, as well as others. That also means you're a good mediator — though you may prefer to spend more quiet time on your own than most.

Because of the self-knowledge you already possess, you are better equipped than many to steer your life in the right direction. Understanding more about the components of your personality will reveal unique information that even people like you might not realize. And the better you know yourself, the more confident you'll be making decisions that affect your life.

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 22:05:41 GMT

Simple_design is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

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POISON

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Fri, 04 Jun 2004 22:03:14 GMT

Get out the hats and let's have a big ol'pity
party. You're repressed. You've got the gift,
but it looks like you're waiting for
something--like a swift kick in the arse. Don't
deny your inner freak. You want to be weird,
people already think you're weird, so stop
fighting it.

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Wed, 26 May 2004 00:25:37 GMT

well back from Flagler. It was so beautiful down there! Mark's Parents were the utmost sweetest people I have ever met. They own a camper down there where they retreat for a few weeks a year right across from the ocean.

We were driving across the bridge and mark kept shouting "ok keep looking keep looking" I'm like look at what hun? then we got to the very top of the bridge and I finally saw what he was ranting and raving about... THE OCEAN!!!! as you topped the bridge the Ocean was staring you straight in the face. It was so magnificent that I kissed him (and almost ran into a car) hehe.

But the best part had to be his parents. Being a girlfriend, one always gets a bit nervous meeting the parents. (Mark met my parents 3 weeks after we started dating but seeing as how his lives in Kentucky, I had to wait 5 months) so needless to say the butterflies were 'a' fluttering. They made me feel so welcome though. they are very laid back and open with EVERYTHING! It was awesome. I just got off the phone with her to let her know we got back safely and she was like "I love you Amanda." awww it was great!!!

but now we are home, Mark isn't feeling well so I made some ramen noodles and he is now crashed out on the couch. I had a long drive so I think I will do the same...see ya'll later - AM

Sun, 23 May 2004 23:11:50 GMT

well it is that time again! Time to update the infamous journal! Mark and I are doing well. we are going to Flagler tomorrow so that I can meet his Parents...dum dum dum! hehehe jk I am very excited. I have three days off of work. thats always good!!!! I think I am going to move......only problem is I haven't told my room mate yet. yeah thats enough updating......

Sun, 23 May 2004 22:40:23 GMT

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Thu, 13 May 2004 00:57:10 GMT

You Are Big Black Boots!

You can be best described as: attitude

You've got lots of it - and you love to give it

A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you

But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little

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Tue, 11 May 2004 20:50:23 GMT

IF IT IS

Sat, 08 May 2004 15:55:51 GMT

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you was completely out of my control.

The other day I lost someone, someone who for the first time in my life I felt I had a connection with. little mistakes building up to one major consequence. Life is not fair. I have come to learn that and for the first time I am starting to feel like every thing that a person does whether it feels right or not is inevitably the "right" decision. God knows what a persons life plan is from the very beginning. So every decision one makes has to at some point be a part of the master plan for your life. It hurts right now but hopefully, in time there will come some good to this bad that i am feeling.

To the man that I will love for the rest of my life. May you find the person you are looking for and hold on to her with all of you strength.

when I left last night, thats when I stopped smiling - Simple_Design

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 17:45:49 GMT

well up again and wasting another day being unproductive! I got a speeding ticket about a month ago and have yet to drive to the clerk of the county court and pay the damn thing. Why? might you ask... Because I am a lazy bootless fool...hehe jk!

Anyway I bought 123 dollars worth of makeup the other day for SOMEONE ELSE. Geeeeeze... No it was for my mom for mothers day! I sat in a chair for an hour and a half watching a strange woman match colors to the skin tone of my mothers chin...woo invigorating!!!

looking at condos because I can not live with my roommate for ever. there are some incredibly nice ones on the southside at timberlinparc. com. Sil told me I should get a house though just so that I can grow and expand when the time comes. We will see!

who knows maybe I will move far far away.

Bite your Lip and shut up

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 02:06:15 GMT

Hung out with Mark and friends last night. we all got a little silly! got a little of the girlfriend jealousy and spent most of the night biting my lip. but we made up and had a wonderful day today. I went into work around 7:30 and sat on my ass til closing woohoo I am a HUGE asset to the company!!! NOw I am at KIrks and we are going to go swimming in a few hours!

Cause we are DORKS!

I have orientation at the hospital for my new position on Friday and then I start my new job. I am now a monitor tech and Unit secretary at St. Lukes Hospital.

ok gonna change clothes now bye

Quiz

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 23:19:14 GMT

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song titles by that band:
Adam Sandler

Are you female or male:
"Girl"

Describe yourself:
"right Feild"

How do some people feel about you:
"The Lonesome Kicker"

How do you feel about yourself:
"I'm So Wasted"

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:
"Bad Boyfriend"

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:
"My Little Chicken" just kidding ummm "Crazy Love"

Describe where you want to be:
"Joining The Cult"

Describe what you want to be:
"Four Years Old"

Describe your car:
"piece of shit Car"

Describe how you live:
"Dancin' And Pantsin''

Describe how you love:
"At a Medium Pace"

Share a few words of wisdom:
"Do It For Your Mama"

I will not leave myself logged in at friends houses.

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 23:03:22 GMT

I will not leave myself logged in at friends houses.

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 16:09:00 GMT

Which Family Guy character are you?

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 02:05:26 GMT

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 01:58:06 GMT

Which Disney Princess are you?

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 04:11:34 GMT

sitting a Kirks at 12 midnight. I am soooo sleepy but i am not really sure why I slept for about a million hours yesterday. I went to bed at four in the afternoon while Mark and my roommate rearranged my living room. I had the most awful dream in the world last night. I woke up four times and begged Mark to come to bed because he fell asleep on the couch and I couldn't go back to bed with out the dream coming back.

The dream started off in my house in the bed room. My mother and my ex step father where there and to make a very long drawn out dream short he ended up stabbing my mother in the stomach. I tried to call my mother at three o'clock in the morning to see if she was ok. needless to say she didnt answer so I freaked out a little more.

Other than that every thing is good!! work is better got a new Job life is good I still have a house, and I am in loooooove so thats great..hehe ok bye

I AM alive!!!

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 03:04:51 GMT

ok so I am here. lots of things have changed in this few weeks. I got the job at St. Lukes Hospital and I have decided to hold off on school for a while just to get a break. going straight from high school to college and moving out on your own and working is just too draining emotionally and physically.

MArk and I are doing great. HE bought me A RING!!!! woohoo it is absolutely beautiful! but now I must go because we are at KIrks and we are going to play B.S. ok bye

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 05:16:42 GMT

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: be sure to close the operation panel until it locks into place. (printer book next to computer)
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: the arm of the chair

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: the end of south park at Marks house
4: WITHOUT LOOKING what time is it? 1:15
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 1:15(I said the question out loud and my room mate answered me haha)
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:My roommate her boyfriend and my boyfriend talking about crotch rockets
7: When did you last step outside? two hours ago when I got to dans house to play pool
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?: Live journal
9: what are you wearing?: a red sexy shirt and black pants hehe.

10: Did you dream last night? ... yeah I dreamed my boyfriend was gone then it scared the piss out of me when I woke up and saw him next to me
11: When did you last laugh? when my room mate smacked my ass
12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?: lions
13: Seen anything weird lately?: nope

14: What do you think of this quiz?: ehhh
15: What is the last film you saw?: the passion
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: I am a multi millionare and I am sitting here doing a quiz
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: considering you dont know me my name is amanda
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: fre stuff everywhere
19: Do you like to dance?: Of course!

20: George Bush: YES

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: well I would hope we would call her a girl, I mean I wouldnt call her a boy!

22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: reverse the last question
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?: Canada Canada Canada thats it!!!

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 03:08:49 GMT

when some one asks you "what have you been up to lately?" return the question with "what haven't I been doing" and thus putting the inane conversational ball back in their court

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 16:09:12 GMT

well it has been quite a while. to expand on my boyfriends entry, yes the party sucked. Of course I was passed out an hour into it so I don't know how much that stands for But, the part that was lucid stunk! my ex showed up to Mark's (my new boyfriend) house and wanted to come in and party. His excuse was that all of his friends were here and it wasn't quote un-quote "fair" that he was not invited. Well MORON when my roommates boyfriend is your best friend and my good friend is your Uncle then Yeah that situation is going to happen ALOT and you are still not invited Jerk Off!!!! Other than that my life is quite blissful.

he smiled as he pulled another ear of corn out of the steaming pot.
"soon there will be nothing left and her death will become a mystery
even to me."- Secret Window, J. Depp

Went to see that with Patrick yesterday it was ummm...OK!!! could have been alot better.I was suppose to go with him to get his eyebrow pierced but I told him there is NO WAY I could be supportive sitting there watching him get some large metal object plunged through his eye. Nope, no way!!

every thing is great with Depkight and I. We are truly a match made in heaven.
he is every thing I could ask for in a boyfriend,a friend, a person. It seems so implausible that I could find someone so incredible in such a short time...and so easily accessable...lol (he lives in the same complex) ok well gotta run ...love ya'll.

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 23:51:16 GMT

I try to evenly distribute my love over long periods of time so that people appreciate it. the rest of the time I just try not to yell!

hey guys I am back from Ceder Keys. Oh my goodness unless you are like 70 years old and want to retire may I suggest a different vacation spot. the town is approximately 4 miles in circumference. No joke! nothing to do there but fish and die...they have a wonderful cemetery!

I made friends with the 26 year old police officer and my friend and I spent five hours of his shift in a golf cart playing find the cop...(explaining) we would start at one end of the town and he would go to the other then we would drive down all the streets til we found him. yell "WE FOUND YOU" and then start again...WOOHOOO anyway

I read once that the Ancient Egyptians had 50 words for the word sand, and the Eskimos had 100 words for snow. I wish I had a thousand words for love, but all that comes to mind is the way you brush against me when I sleep... and there are no words for that.

so I got home today and went to see mark at work. he was greatly floored I must say when I walked through the door considering he thought i wasnt coming home til tomorrow he smiled I smiled it was heaven. right now I am at his house while he is at work and I see alot of coke tabs (hint hint) a joke between him and I. Mmmmmm wonder what those are Mr. Mark? He commented that he will ravish me when I get home.....you can bet your butt I am holding him to that!!!!!!!!! ok gonna go.

loosing at life

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 18:10:05 GMT

have you ever had a point in your life where you thought everything in the world was perfect. nothing could be better. College is great, work isn't so irritating, the guy down the street is falling for you, your ex is out of your life for good. Then you take a week break for a little you time and everything goes down the tube!!! What the hell happened? ok so Amanda had a little time to her self so every body do a 180 and totally F* her life up! nothing is how it was. I walked in to worked yesterday and three people snuffed me when I said hi. ok so somebody declared it "be mean to Amanda day" and I just missed the memo! I came to school and I had three tests... in a row which I did not study for. Funny they weren't scheduled for this time LAST week! oh yeah and the guy down the street...yeah you know who you are.. I go over there and he very nonchalantly mentions that he is going to date his EX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO lord I better not go away for school people my forget me all together..."hey guys its amanda...Im sorry WHO?" anyway I have all this week off work and then all next week off school so I am going to TRY and rekindle some of those oh so great spirits that I lost!!!!

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